Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @6:36 PM
she once asked me, "what does the word 'love' mean to you?"
i replied, "love is a chemical. it's evolution tricking us into being 'fruitful' and multiplying to keep our species going.''
she sighed, and then came an awkward silence...
five years later, after she showed me what true love meant, she asked me the very same question. but then, i knew what love was, and i answered, "love is a divine force that changes the 'i' into 'we', the 'you' into 'us', and the mine into 'ours'."
©2009 *
spiritualrocket
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @9:57 PM
I have vowed to post every sunday >D So here i am, giving a weekly update of the life of yours truly! >w0
Exam week finally began last friday, which also happened to be a dear friend's birthday. Good timing, huh? :P I had my economics exam, which i was kinda nervous for - the previous test i did was terrible >_<" Nonetheless, I went in hoping to do really well because economics was my fourth highest score. Eep. It went alright... I didn't run out of time this time (I learnt from my mistakes) and the multiple choice questions actually made sense. :P So that's good. For my first test, anyway. I've yet to pass judgement on the outcomes of a maths test, english essay and a chem test. The maths test and english essay; i have no regard for. They are my lowest scores :P Wow, so unasian. (Not really.) BUT chemistryyyyyy~ 'tis my second highest... =_=" eep.
Jumping on a tangent, i had the most amaaaaazing lunch yesterday!!! I don't usually eat out, as a rule; and then when i do, my parents always take us to a Chinese restauraunt, and we eat the same things as we would at home. >_< BUT. Because my lovely 'mother' (for convenience, i shall call her M) took us to a Vietnam restauraunt, I got to eat Pho Tai. IT WAS AMAZZZINGGGGGGG <3 Yum yum yum yum~ I didn't know whether I'd like it or not, cuz i dont usually try new stuff, but that was goood ^^ Reminds me of the time my beloved took me out for lunch too~ Yum yum Viet food <3
But that's not all.
Oh no, to top it off, we had ICED CHOCOLATE for afternoon tea~~~~~~ *Sighs blissfully* (haha that's another thing me and my beloved share in common. The only thing we love more than each other, is food when we're hungry xD) It really was the most awesome lunch I'd ever had.
Thank you M. Thank you so much.
Other than that... my mother actually bought herself a quite nice, quite sleek car. That cost us a whopping 60 grand. I'm not even sure where that came from :/ Oh well. We has nice car now ^^= hehe
And that's all - wait. No, i must declare something.
REN DIED!!! NOOOOOOOO WHY DID THEY KILL HIM!!! NANA IS SO EMO NOWW!!! NOOOO REENNNNN
xo
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @3:11 PM
Man, I haven’t updated at all since… hrm. Well, I shall bestow the magic of birthday celebrations and Skyfire 21 then~
For starters, I was mostly in a state of detachment for my birthday… kinda like my soul was sorta hanging above me and floating like a balloon xD No thanks to the fact that I had stayed up until 3am that very morning, trying to finish off a very important-yet-utterly-detestable economics assignment. Sigh. (I did finish it, but had a few hassles with the computer deciding that my hard work was in fact, corrupt.)
So upon arriving at school, I was vaguely aware of the fact that it was my own birthday, but what that meant to me at the time was basically, it’s a date on the calendar. And ‘oh man, that eco assignment sucked, but hey, I have to hand it in’; and ‘OH-NO-ASSESSABLE-PIANO-PERFORMANCE-I-HAVEN’T-PRACTICED-ENOUGH’. And so were the thoughts of the very silly birthday girl. So by the time I had gotten those thoughts out of my head, it was recess, and having not eaten breakfast, I was rather prepared to eat. But then, of course, was the oh so exciting-yet-inconvenient explosion of birthday wishes, presents and flying/glomping little asian girls. I enjoyed that immensely cuz my soul came back down to absorb all the love~ ;) Ah, that was a very fun 15 minutes ^^ And the love – oh gosh, I didn’t expect all the love I got~ >w< uwaaahhh! I didn’t realize how useful facebook was until then ;) haha
That aside, the highlight of the day was definitely the precious 3hrs spent with a very special person. (Plus the fact I then had the luxury to eat and sleep xD) I felt so thoroughly spoilt and so very lucky. That was definitely a day that I won’t ever forget… as the gifts are, really, special memories in material form. Thank you guys. So so much.
*blissful sigh*
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Then Skyfire – oh boy, next time, I so call we chill on the family friendly side. For one, we won’t get walked over every 5 minutes, and getting leg space won’t be an issue.
Ironically, despite the fact that it was
someone’s birthday, she didn’t turn up due to
schoolwork. And so the other two of us celebrating a birthday in March were left to feel kind of like we were riding on someone else’s special day. =_=" Nonetheless, it was still a rather nice day. I’d forgotten how beautiful and big fireworks could be, and the fact that the night was spent with my beloved and friends definitely made it that much more amazing. Each firework was literally spread across the sky, and fell in such a way that you could almost reach out and grab a star. It was then that being a year older, and a year closer to being an adult, that that feeling of independence began to sink in. I know I have so much more to learn and mature, yet looking back, I’ve made significant progress to get here too. Seeing other people around me grow up as well definitely made an impact too. It’s quite scary, when you look back and see what you’ve left behind. I mean, just hearing mum become all nostalgic about you when you were a baby, that’s enough. Looking at that baby, and realizing that that’s
you… well, it’s obvious, I suppose, but just that reality really hitting home makes you think. But as scary as it is, I know that I’ve also gained so much more, and every little thing makes me so much more grateful.
So in conclusion… xD I just hope that I can retain this precious happiness, and if not, I hope that I have the strength to fight for it.
xxoo